I have carried my sadness from yesterday over to today, along with the same reason affecting me. Today I have been at college purely to do coursework; staring at a computer screen for 6 hours does me no good. It was a slightly depressing day as I watched the sun pass from one side of the window to the other while I was stuck inside doing work. Karl and Dean have been on my mind a lot today. Two new reports have been put on the Bucks free press website, it says that their mum was strangled to death. It happened in the very late hours of Tuesday, probably meaning the twins were at home and knew what was going on. It makes me feel so sick knowing anyone could do that to another person, especially when they have been a couple for many years and have children together. I was talking to a close friend about it today, my friend Lean who also knows the two of them but not so well as me. While I was telling her what had happened I felt my eyes swell up, my stomach in pain and my hands shaking. After that I was finding it difficult to focus on any work so instead I sat there for near an hour and thought about it over and over again. After a while I was focused on my work again and made good progress. My phone has now broken again after being replaced 3 times already in just over a year and 3 months. Hopefully this means I can get a new phone model as obviously this one has issues with it and is oh so slightly crap. The phone thing has really gotten to me, simply haven't been in that good of a mood for the past few days and nothing that good seems to be coming up. We can all be hopeful for a little bit of change and some happiness (:
http://www.bucksfreepress.co.uk/news/9453844.Man_charged_with_murdering_wife/
http://www.bucksfreepress.co.uk/news/9455377.Murder_suspect_appears_before_court/
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