31stJanuary2013

I asked my ex in the very early hours if the morning if he would life to meet up with me in a few days, so far I've had no ignolagment. My current thoughts are that he must be very hesitant to meet up with me, which is understandable as we're trying to stop the intimacy. My reason for wanting to meet up with him is to show him my new piercing and see how he feels about it, really I just want an approval. For some reason I'm reluctant to post it anywhere he may see as I like to tell him face to face about major changes in the piercings range. I was the same with my first and second lip piercing, and I want to assume that he will be much more approving of my industrial piercing. I of course miss him too, but this is not something I can willingly say to him, perhaps if he says it first I will do. My actions still revolve around him and his opinions towards the action. I really should set myself lose from him, but I'm rather clueless how to do that.

Friends were approving of my piercing at college today, so that made me feel much better with people's opinion on it. College hasn't been that much of a bad day at all, and I strangely seemed to enjoy it much more than I usually do on a Thursday. I've been proud with myself for remembering last weeks lesson topics on two occasions today, which is something that doesn't tend to happen at all. I've got a long way to go to remembering everything we've taught, but today has made me dowel positively about it. I found my love for maths once again, as our nutrition module has included a minor amount of maths. I find maths really enjoyable, but sadly I'm just not that good at it, coming out with a C at GCSE level.

I can now finally relax a little as the class has been given an extension on our two pieces of coursework that was supposed to be in for this Friday (tomorrow). The coursework would have been seriously implemented? if we had not got an extension, and I feel we can now be at rest because of this.