4thJanuary2013

My dreams don't like to be very nice to me at times, especially last night. First of all I was insulted by a friend saying that I was dull, and how he doesn't understand how another friend puts up with me. Next I was insulted by my ex-ex, who sad he was happy that it had been over a year that we had broken up. Lastly I was offended by being left out of going to Reading Festival, which in a way is in relation to reality.

I would love to go to Reading Festival, and plenty of other festivals for that matter, but I have many problems with them. My main issue is drugs, which I completely disapprove of. I wouldn't like to be around people doing them, but more importantly I would have little control over myself while drinking and would likely end up taking drugs. Festivals are really dirty places too, and camping is not one of my strong points, especially when I don't get time out to shower. My last problem is that I have no close friends that would want to go, and the only one that will most likely en up going, won't invite me, and it would be far too weird to spend time with their other friends.

Big Brother is an addiction of mine, however that comes and goes. I prefer the show with the normal people, opposed to the celebrities, but it's a nice warm up for the real show. I missed the opening showing last night, so instead had to watch it this morning. This is the order in which the contestants entered the house: Frankie Dettori (horse rider), Rylan Clark (xfactor 2012 contestant), Paula Hamilton (model), Tricia Penrose (actor), Ryan Moloney (actor), Gillian Taylforth (actor), Sam Robertson (actor), Lacey Banghard (glamour model), Claire Richards (vocalist), Neil Ruddock (footballer), and lastly Heidi and Spencer Pratt (actors). I have taken a liking to all of the house-mates, other than Spencer who doesn't seem to be very nice. These are all early judgements though, so I will leave it at there.