As I went to sleep after 12 last night but decided to write to by blog before 12, there were a few happenings from after then. As it was April fools today, I took the opportunity to 'trick' Alex into thinking I was pregnant, which is the exact same I did last year, however not directly to him. My message went like this, 'Alex.. I am pregnant, the morning sickness, general feeling sick these past few days, along with cravings and mood swings are all to do with it. I wanted to talk to you about it properly on Wednesday, but just couldn't get it out'. He did follow along with it at first, slightly questioning me however still believing it. His revenge after finding out was telling me 'we are not okay', this quite panicked me as I felt like he may have got really angry over my April fools, however eventually I got it out of him that he was only joking around. A while later after we were both offline, we had a phone call which lasted just over an hour, from around 01.42 - 2.50ish. The phone call was REALLY lovely, we talked like we always have done, and didn't have any worries about the problems in our lives. I was smiling like an idiot and feeling so happy after the phone call, it comforted me in such a way that I feel like things will always be okay between Alex and me. I do really love him, and things like this bring it out in me more and make me realise how attached and in love with him I still am. If anyone could see how we still act with each other, there would be no doubt in their mind that he isn't leading me on, however that's something I just have to deal with.
I woke up today at 9am, as I had to get ready early so that I could go to the Roald Dahl museum with family. I quite enjoyed myself there, and now I'm feeling for going to much bigger [decent / non child like] museums soon, possibly the history and science ones in London. I had quite a lot of fun there I must admit, with my two little cousins acting like a little child per usual. When we got back we made some Roald Dahl recipes, which wasn't the tastiest things ever, however still decently nice. Since they've been gone I've just been on my laptop and listening to music, per usual. I'm quite tired now, so at after 1am I will be going to sleep, goodnight (:
I woke up today at 9am, as I had to get ready early so that I could go to the Roald Dahl museum with family. I quite enjoyed myself there, and now I'm feeling for going to much bigger [decent / non child like] museums soon, possibly the history and science ones in London. I had quite a lot of fun there I must admit, with my two little cousins acting like a little child per usual. When we got back we made some Roald Dahl recipes, which wasn't the tastiest things ever, however still decently nice. Since they've been gone I've just been on my laptop and listening to music, per usual. I'm quite tired now, so at after 1am I will be going to sleep, goodnight (:
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