6thApril2012

Today was the day I finally got revenge for Chris changing my birthday many months ago, I did exactly the same thing but on his Vibrant account, which he has many more friends on and will get never ending notifications for. However it has been changed for his birthday to be tomorrow, so he can get a little surprise then. I would have got round to doing it earlier, however I forget things so dam easily.
I got rudely awakened by my parents this morning, they have started redecorating their room for the second time since we've been living in this house, so that's over 10 years that they've had to look at the same boring rooms and furnishings. All I could hear this morning is them two shouting and talking loudly to each other along with the noise of the walls being scraped down of it's wall paper, extremely loud and annoying if you're trying to sleep! Some how I managed to get back to sleep, for around another two hours or something around I think, to wake up at half past eleven-ish. I was on the laptop looking through all the happenings of the night which I had not looked at and then jumped into the shower. My legs are now relatively smooth, however they were cut with pretty blunt razor which had my legs come up with a little bit of a rash earlier, but nothing too bad. Then after the shower I just got reasonably decent looking to go out of the house, with everything I need in a bad and then started walking towards a friends house who lives just 20 minutes away. My friend Dan, is a new friend who I met through Lean. He went to my primary school, however is in one year below me and he at the moment goes to JH, which is where Alex and most of my male friends go to. Usually I would not have agreed to meet up with someone who I've barley met before by myself, and especially not to their house, however he came across as a very genuine guy and his dad has recently died in March this year, so I thought it'd be nice for him to try and take his mind off from that. He also lives very close, so I didn't mind walking to see him either, however took a little detour so that I could have a dirty cigarette. I finally got to his at around 3.10pm, and stayed until 8, even though we planned for me to leave at 6. I thoroughly enjoyed spending time with him, he's a very lovely boy who I can see myself becoming very good friends with. We spent most of the time in his room watching the telly and talking about anything which came into our heads. There was no awkwardness while I was with him at all, everything was so relaxed and felt normal, which is very good considering this was the first time we had ever got properly together. I met all of his immediate family, mum, brother and sister which was nice. I would have left at 6, however he said that I was very welcome to stay and seemed slight insisting on it, along with that I was enjoying spending time with him. At eight I walked back from his and had another dirty cigarette, and since I got home I had macaroni cheese for dinner, and of course burned my tongue which I really do need to learn from for next time! And then the rest of the night has been spent relaxing, first watching Kung Fu Panda on the telly, and now upstairs in my room on my laptop just talking to people, listening to music and looking through the internet. I do enjoy my lazy nights.
At times I feel very embarrassed with writing a day diary somewhere online where anyone is able to see it, however it does really help me at times, and I'm sure it has helped thoroughly in my past few months. Sadly I am also in hope that no one I know will never find this, otherwise a lot of embarrassment will come from this. It's not about being 'popular' or 'big' on here, it's about knowing that some day, someone may be able to understand how I feel and could possibly relate to my life and thoughts. I'm very happy that I have a blog which I keep up to date daily :)