8thFebruary2012

I went into town with Rachel today, to do a little shopping, see a film and grab some food. To be ready on time for 12.30 I had to wake up at 10, this gave me time to shower up, sort out my face, choose my clothes and then dry and straighten my hair [which still looks lovely].  Mum kindly gave me a lift to where I need to be to get picked up by Rachel's mum, which was the local church. Rachel and I had to wait a while for her mum to be ready and out of a silly meeting to take us into town. Once we finally got into town we went straight to Noodle Nation, of course I got my usual of 173, udon just plain noodles with no veg. It was very delicious and didn't take me to long to devour the whole bowl. After this we went to a few shops, one being the Card Factory to get my mum a birthday card who's birthday is on Saturday the 11th, we will be going to Cadbury World to celebrate, which is the first time I've ever been, I'm quite excited! We also went to H.Samuels so that I could get a gift for her which is a Me To You ornament called Birthday suit; picture related. We spent well over thirty minutes on attempting to get Rachel's phone sorted out, she wanted to swap from Orange to Vodafone but keeping the same number, it's safe to say that it was a lot of effort with a lot of confusion! That's all we really had time for shopping as the film was about to start at half three in the afternoon, we chose to see Chronicle. I thoroughly enjoyed the film and very much suggest it anyone who is reading this. It's about three boys who go down a hole in the ground, and then somehow get super strength through mind powers, they start off with just picking stones up but learn that the more that they work at it, the stronger they get. One of the boys gets seriously bullied and beaten by his dad on a regular basis. Once he has his powers, things really get to him as his mother dies, his father blames it all on him and he's sick of everyone's shit. He then takes onto hurting everyone he can rather than just the people who have hurt him, as they're all weaker than him. In the film he mentions something along the lines of 'I am an Apex Predator. Does the lion feel bad killing the gazelle? Do people feel remorse when they kill a fly?'. I think his comments here were pretty fair, I could see myself becoming like him but a little less crazy if I ever had power. Too many people take life for graunted, and mistreat those which we should love. I am one of these people, and all I can do now is say sorry.
I also saw Chris today in town, he was just passing by, it wasn't planned or expected to see him at all. As soon as I saw him I jumped straight up and quickly rushed towards him, I'm pretty sure winding him as we hugged too. He couldn't stay for even a minute as he had the girl he is seeing and another girl waiting in his car for him, as he was selling some second-hand films to a store for his friend or something along the lines of. I really did wish he could stay for a little longer and chat, however now days he's been seeming to be way too busy for me. As much as I don't want Chris to be upset that him and the girl who he's seeing aren't working out, I do quite wish that she was out of his life so we could get back to being close friends. As I lie down in my bed I start to miss just laying beside him, staring up at the ceiling and talking to him about the life we have and just random things. I miss spending time with my best friend </3