24thFebruary2012

I feel like it's too late now to talk about my Tuesday and Wednesday, so I will say possibly tomorrow once again. I have a driving lesson today, from 2 - 4; I practiced left / right turns and emerges along with some more roundabouts and started on hill starts. I've found hill starts really difficult, and can see this part taking quite a while for me to get use to. I went to sleep at around 4 O'clock last night, along with Jasper and Webster who was in bed with me. It was extremely nice sharing me bed with those two and cuddling up with Stigg, Steffy, Alexandra and Hippo too. Everyone was there who I wanted to be, other than Alex. I have been talking to him quite a lot today, on Facebook chat for the past 5 hours. I have very much enjoyed talking to Alex, but it upsets me slightly that it's not the same as it use to be, I don't want to talk to him like I do anyone else. I really do hope that I can see him on Wednesday, really fucking miss spending time with him! I'm not ready to let go just yet <3