Another day spent at college; it required an early morning for the bus which left at 8.10 and I managed to be on time for it. For all of the day I had my ipod on playing on shuffle through The Wombats playlist I have of 69 songs, one of my favourites at the moment would have to be Postman Pat; it is sang by just Tord with Dan on the keyboard, and completely in the Norwegian language. Tord is definitely my favourite at the moment, he's quite innocent looking. At college today we messed around with some microscopes, zooming in on pieces of our hair, which was quite amusing for me as I am so easily amused. Overall I have had a good day at college, it was nice seeing people per usual and there was nothing bad to it that I can think of other than the morning, tiredness and any work that I had to do. Since I have been at home I haven't been up to much; just online, listening to music, socialising with people and watching skins. I wouldn't say I have enjoyed my day, but it most definitely wasn't a bad one.
Alex seems to be making an effort to talk to me once a day for the last few days, it's quite strange really. He tells me he enjoys talking to me, and at times I believe him, however often I don't think he does. My thoughts are simply because whenever I think about what Alex's opinion on me is, it's a negative one as I like him way more than he likes me. I would love to talk to him more, but I always feel like I may annoy him if I start talking to him, and at least if it's him who starts talking to me, I know that he actually wants to talk to me. He still hasn't mentioned Wednesday or given me a final answer, I really wish he would hurry up. Knowing Alex he will probably leave it until Wednesday morning, which I precisely asked him not to do, and if not he will bring it up on Tuesday night if at all. This is one thing with Alex that really irritates me, I have gotten my hopes up so high with him coming over on Wednesday, if he gives me no as an answer, I really will be devastated and wont want to talk to him for a while, even though I know I would because I can't stay that too far away from him.
A lot has changed in a year, however my feelings for Alex have not changed in the slightest; I am still completely in love with him and would do nearly anything for him or to be with him. I'm just grateful we can still be such close friends <3
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