31stMay2012

I have been raging quite a bit today, quite obviously because of the situation going on with Alex. I'm starting to get very nervous tomorrow, because it has no chance of going well at all. I will have to drink my way through the night to be okay with him even being there, and then acting how I usually do to not hint onto him that I know anything. Out conversations on facebook chat have been quite slow and not saying much, he can probably see something is most definitely wrong, however I've blamed this completely on mood swings so he may believe me. To be fair my mood swings with him have been crazy, but hopefully I can cover that up while he's here :)