6thMay2012

I've had a goodish day, it's had it's ups and downs but most definitely has ended on a up! I thought I was going to be going to the garden centre today, which is where Alex works and my friend Zoe too, so I would get to see them both, look at the hamsters and fish then spend a good hour with Alex, but mum told me after I had got ready to go that we wouldn't be going, this upset and angered me greatly. Instead I walked to Alex's at 7, after him inviting me to come round though and then I stayed there until half past 10. I had a very enjoyable time, however there were a few mix ups and let downs over what we were doing at the end of the night, I would have loved to stay over his, but he kept changing his mind so much, and the same goes with him staying at mine. I think I may talk to Alex about telling my parents that we're dating again, so that he gets to stay over or be really close to me while at mine, which I'm sure we would both love. It was a very good leaving as we were both a little upset at how it ended, neither of us being decisive on what to do for the night, whether to both stay at his, both stay at mine, let me walk all the way by myself, let me walk half way or phone my mum to pick me up. I would have been really happy with either of the first options, but ended up with the third. The walk was around 40 minutes long, but wasn't too bad as after 5 - 10 minutes he phoned me to make sure I was okay, and stayed on the phone to me until I was home and completely safe. I know Alex cares really, and I appreciate how close we still are after so long <3