20thMay2012

I haven't been very affected by the thought of my parents breaking up as of yet, but I don't think it has sank in at all yet, and I still think that there's a big possibility that they will patch up things between them. All that needs to happen for them to work out again is if my dad stops being such a nasty person to everyone and appreciates the both of us. My mum was really bothered how he didn't make any effort whatsoever for my 18th birthday, the most he did for it was write a poxy little letter saying have a good day, love you and some other bull shit. I do like my parents being together, but not when he's acting like this as it just upsets the both of us him being around. Mum seems to think it's since my dad's sister died in November 2010 that he has been treating people horribly, he hasn't been giving any of his sisters respect and tends to ignore them all, putting his friends and half-family first, those who he gets drunk with and those that he hasn't known for very long, only a couple of years.
I tend to spend all of my home time in my room, as I know anywhere else I go there's a good possibility he will be there too. I don't enjoy time spent with my dad at all, I'd prefer not to see him.
I don't rate people who go out to clubs and pubs just to get off with people very highly at all, in fact quite the opposite. I am most definitely not one to speak, but I also don't see the point in kissing someone who you are not dating. It feels as if people these days are turning it into something that is done with whoever, whenever, this angers me a lot as I feel it should only be done with someone who you feel strongly about. Hugs are something suitable to give out freely, everyone should give out hugs, they are safe and comforting. People are too open these days, we need to play hard to get.