28thMay2012

I'm feeling much better today, but feel Friday spent with Alex will most definitely go terribly, I am very likely to cry at him as I'm planning to drink to cope with the silences and the reluctant-ness to be close to him. I'm on the phone to him now, it's a little silent but the conversation won't be very long. I'm still angry with him, but he has a way of magically making me feel better towards him =/