29thMay2012

I honestly don't think I would ever be that annoyed at him to never speak to him again, the thought crosses my mind every now and then but truthfully I just wouldn't be able to physically and most definitely not mentally let him go. Already I'm feeling more and more okay with acting normal with him rather than showing off that I'm seriously annoyed, which I am however he just puts me in a loving mood towards him without even trying. My thoughts are that my love will never fully be gone for him, but that I will someday be able to control it and myself more, rather than just melting when we speak or see each other.