26thMay2012

I am so mad, angry and upset right now, I hate drugs and I would really prefer to not be associated with people who do it. My parents are breaking up because my dad's always being such a prick to the both of us, and mum decided she was breaking it off with him the other week, and now just the other day she found out that he's back taking cocaine as she found some in his pocket and a blade to collect it up with. I really couldn't care less how he feels, he deserves a lot worse and I hope that's what he gets.
Not only am I angry over drugs because of that in the past few days, I've literally just been looking through Alex's facebook conversations and in just the first one I found out that he has quite possibly done ecstasy, or would be up for doing it anyway and was willing to lie to me about not doing it. I am so angry with him that I'm cold, shaking and crying. A thought has gone over my head that I don't even want to speak to him every again, I won't be able to trust him not to do drugs just like my mum can't trust my dad.
They are both worthless to me, and I feel like I would rather not know either of them while they're doing stupid things like that. I hope they both get seriously hurt, fall down the stairs and hurt themselves so bad that they have to stay in hospital for a few days. So fucking angry.