4thNovember2012

Business course work has head fucked me, I've had to write about purposes amongst organisations within the animal industry, how the organisations meet the objectives of the diverse range of stakeholders within the animal industry and factors which influence the responsibilities of organisations within the animal industry and the strategies employed to meet them. This all has to be in report format as if I was an information officer for DEFRA. I wouldn't be struggling with it so badly if I had any clue whatsoever about business, but sadly I do not. There's simply some subjects that will not go into my brain at all; of course business and the majority of science. I've been pretty lucky with this business assignment though as firstly I had an extension from October the 26th to November the 5th (due to lack of emotional readiness), my friends at uni have already completed it, meaning I can get guidance from their work, and my friend Sean completed a business module at secondary school for two years so he was over earlier very nicely helping me with it.
It angers me when someone tells you that they miss you, and then proceed to ignore you. Possibly I'm just being a little impatient, with a 12 minute gap of silence on their part, but you make an effort to have a flowing conversation with someone if you miss them. What makes it worse is that I have huge feelings for them, just with a little 'miss you' it got my heart pumping faster.. Right, I'm a over-reactor, but seriously my point stands. Around a month ago this person was doing the exact same thing of not talking to me very much at all, and not seeming to want to talk to me either, I put this down to him having a friend stay over for a month though. It stopped for a few days when my dog passed away, and then it started straight back up again. I wouldn't say this is him purposely not talking to me at all, just him not thinking about talking to me. One moment I want to murder him, one moment I want to kiss his sweet lips. I hate him, I love him.