6thOctober2012

Today has been a very long day at work, nothing has been done apart from selling stock, picking up clothes from the floor and putting things from the rails back on the shop floor. The last few hours were very angry ones for me, as I wanted to be out on time but knew there was no chance of that. I did ask two managers if I could go on time at 8, but my reply was that as long as everything's tidy then we'll be out. I even mentioned that I had a family thing I needed to be at, but still there was a bit of arrogance. My uncle Silbert was picking me up today, an uncle that I barely get to see. The last time I saw him was only a few weeks ago, which was only for around 20 minutes, and the time before that was over a year ago. I was thrilled to see him as it was a surprise visit, and this time I really wanted to get to spend decent time with him as I don't know when the next time I'll be able to see him is. It's sort of planned that he'll be over on the 20th, so I may book off work and hopefully we'll get to spend the night together drinking, watching films and eating / throwing popcorn at each other. I love my uncle Silbert, we're very close and I very much enjoyed seeing him. I was working from 12 - 8 today, an extra 4 hours as I got asked to work extra because it's been an extremely busy week for us. Everything's been fo manic at work and it's resulted in me enjoying it a lot less. I think I may call off work tomorrow as I'm  feeling so knackered and today's really pissed me off. Things with Sean haven't got much better, he's at the stage at the moment where he's begging me to be friends again, but still there's been no reply from me as I have no clue still how I feel about everything. I want to be friends with him but I can't believe how willing he was to let go of our friendship.