3rdOctober2012

Being on top of my blog feels really good, it's all a lot more relaxed. While in a phone call with Alex last night, we discussed meeting today after his driving lesson as it ends at 2 and he could easily end it at my house and make his way back later. I woke up feeling decently well, and then soon after remembered about our plans and the excitement kicked in. I truly do look forward to seeing him so much, the best time is time spent with Alex. Nothing worth mentioning happened in the morning, just a usual cleanup of my room before he was around, getting cleaned up myself for him and a decent trip to Pets At Home. I bought 8 fish while there, and my tank's looking much better now, far more lively and beautiful. My problem with animals, is that I want them all. There was a very adorable rabbit there, that was very fluffy and little, a grumpy/sleepy chinchilla who had a gorgeous coat and I feel would fit in nicely with Rou. When I got home, Alex was in the car with our driving instructor and they were looking through the BSM handbook which has diagrams of road markings and such, it's much easier to understand things that way. We had a nice cuddle when he finally finished his driving lesson and came into my house, he said hello to my mum and Webster, then we made our way upstairs and into my room as usual. We did our usual thing of kissing and stopping just before we get to the sex part, which is a huge disappointment for me but I guess it's easily done if I was in that much of a desperate need. He gave me an amazing massage, which used up a lot of a massage bar that he got for me, possibly for my birthday. He put lots of effort into giving me a massage, and gave me lots of attention which I enjoyed thoroughly. It was a very lovely afternoon spent with Alex, however ended shortly at 5 after I had walked him just over halfway to his house with Webster and gave him a kiss goodbye. He told me he loves me a couple of times just as we were about to say goodbye, oh how I wish he meant it like I do.