22ndOctober2012

Having slept at Alex's, I woke up comforted but soon to be deeply upset. My mum rang Alex's phone as I had not came back the night before, left my phone in the car and phoned him because that was the last place I was that she knew about. When she phoned up I could tell that something was seriously wrong with Webster as she was crying and I could feel her pain over the phone. It was a terrible thought to wake up over, but at least I had someone supportive right next to me. Alex offered to come to the vets with me whether good or bad, of course I said yes and we made our way up there at 11. Mum talked to me separately and told me that this would be the last we see of Webster, he was having to be put down and this would be the last time that I would be able to see him.  There were tears from all of us, everywhere. I laid down next to Webster while he was so lifeless, and so unlike himself. It was horrible seeing him like that, but there was no chance that I couldn't say goodnight to him one last time. I cuddled him for ages, but it was nowhere as long as I wished it to be. I was the last one to give Webster a kiss and a cuddle, and that means a lot to me.
In the evening I was visited by my friends Chris, Sean and Lean. Everyone was very supportive through facebook and I'm happy that I've got so many people there for me.

My final hugs and kisses with my beautiful dog Webster <3 R.I.P Webster 20.02.2004 - 22.10.12 <3