24thOctober2012

I'm still feeling down today about Webster, but I'm much more in control of my emotions and I haven't even cried once as of yet! It isn't even 8.30 in the evening yet though and Alex is over too tonight. I've mentioned this before, but I feel much more comfortable around him and I tend to let my emotions go wild with him, I guess that's because I know he'll provide me the right support that I need. So far I have been doing decently well, yesterday I went out of the house and took my driving test, and today I went into college purely to do coursework (although that didn't happen) and I saw two friends, we went to the cinema to watch Looper. We went into McDonalds today, which to me just feels like a room of death. ShittyDonalds represents animals dying for me, and I can't help but feel sorry for all the possible animals mistreated through the process of slaughter in the McDonalds hands. I have so many people here for me, it's really damn nice and I appreciate them all so much for it! All anyone needs is people around them at hard times, it really does make the difference. I personally like to be there for anyone feeling low, no matter if I know them, the situation or not. It's nice to get your worries out of your system by talking to strangers sometimes.