14thOctober2012

Fucking hell I am tired, it's not even half ten yet and I'm ready to go to sleep. It's been a long day at work, starting at 11 and ending at 7. It hasn't been a bad day at all though, it was much calmer than it has been for the past few weeks. I'm a little nervous about work though, as my friend from work got told today that she won't be able to be kept on after christmas. It makes me worried that I too will eventually be let go of, although I do work reasonably hard. I guess that my friend wasn't that much of a hard worker, it seemed as she saw it as a bit of place to socialise more than a workplace which is a shame. My managers seem to like me though, so hopefully I will be kept on after my probation, otherwise it'll be back to the poor life for me. Having money is seriously awesome, I can't believe how poor I've been for so long. I'm going to promote work to all of my children at a young age, having money makes me happy. Last year I was unable to buy anyone christmas presents, other than my mother as I had no money, it was very sad times indeed. I can't wait to earn proper amounts of money, my problem though is that I'm scared to use up big amounts at one time. I can imagine I'm going to have money issues when I'm older, a non willingness to spend it and eventually it'll drive me crazy.