5thAugust2012

I've had a lovely day today spent with my friend Sean. His family are away at the moment on holiday, however he had to stay home to work and it meant that there was someone to take care of the animals too, they have a cat and dog who get on perfectly. I wish my Jasper and Webster had the relationship they have, it would be rather adorable and I'd like it very much if they got on together at least a little.
I've become addicted to a song called Summertime Sadness by Lana Del Rey, I wouldn't have thought her music would fir into my taste so much, however the only other song of hers I've heard I was in love with too. I suggest checking her out.
My plans for going to Newquay this summer are slowly falling apart. The starting plan was that myself, Nick, his cousin Luke and Luke's friends would all be going up there for a few nights, but sadly Luke's friends bailed leaving those two to find someone else to go without notifying me. Before Luke's friends said that they wouldn't go, it was going to be Nick in a room with me and Luke with his friends, which I was fine with. Nick then invited a girl he likes, who he is now dating and she's coming along. I expected Nick to tell me that I'd be in a room with his girlfriend Lauren, but instead he said that I'll be in a room with Luke and asked if that was okay. Being put on the spot the other day I said yes but in a way that he could see I was a little not okay with it. I've been thinking about it and text him today that I'd not be okay as I don't know Luke very much at all, I've only met him once and if it'd be easiest to just refund my money if there's no other solution. He said that I could bring a friend, but Sean's busy with work and I can't see Alex being up for it at all. Me being me will ask him, but only setting myself up for being shot down. I wish Alex would go with me, nights out drinking, beach time and an alone apartment with him would be very nice. I wish I got to spend more time with Alex <3