27thAugust2012

Today's the day that both Alex and Chris come home. It's safe to say that I was much more excited to talk to Chris than Alex as I knew everything'd be alright with him. It was amazing when Chris finally got back and messaged me, we had a nice reuniting phone call where we bitched and moaned about Peacock getting back with his skank of an ex. Although we don't usually talk once a week any more, I really have missed Chris while he's been away, I can assume that's because even if I have wanted to contact him I wouldn't have been able to. Alex on the other hand hasn't made the effort to speak to me at all today, even though I asked him before he went away to politely ring me when he's back, but obviously there's been nothing. I am pissed off with Alex, obviously all the drug taking has gotten to me quite badly as I'm feeling very negative towards him.  Since Wednesday since we last spoke time has gone very quickly, and now that it's over it doesn't seem like he was gone for very long at all. Ahh hopefully things will be better tomorrow.