11thAugust2012

I am seriously fucking amused right now! A guy who I have been talking to for just ONE night, less than a hour conversation, now thinks that we are dating and that he loves me. It's all happened so fast I can't believe it. My relationship request is there on Facebook waiting for me, along with a status shortly declaring his love for me. I am rather scared, although his friends taking the piss out of him make me feel a whole lot better.
So now onto a sad note, 2 babies have died today as they're not getting enough food from their mother and I think another will be gone by the morning. This has distressed me greatly and I feel terrible about it. That's 4 gone now and a likely 5th by tomorrow. The other 4 pups though look healthy and are starting to move around the cage a lot more. I feel terrible, like I could have done something differently for them to all still be here.
Again I do not like people who do drugs, my uncle wanted one of the hamsters for his daughter, but now thinking about it I don't think I will be. My uncle does weed when he has children, he doesn't treat his dog nicely, he'd go shooting and I don't feel he's good enough to look after MY babies! I'm feeling to keep all of them at the moment, I love them so <3
Another thing stressing me out is that Alex and I haven't spoken at all for a couple of days now, I don't know where he's been as he hasn't been online, he hasn't texted me and I have no clue as to what he's been doing. Even a few days before this we haven't spoken as much and it's really getting to me. I miss Alex!