If I were to kill myself, it would be because I would feel alone with no hope of a decent future. I would feel as if my life isn't going anywhere and I wouldn't make much difference to anything. Finding a job is really hard these days, so I'll be having no income soon, with parents hating me living in their house. I don't want to live here either, I hate the people I live with and always feel uncomfortable around them. I want my own place, but I wouldn't know what to make of it, and eventually I would get depressed living away from home anyway and be left how I'm feeling now anyway. I don't know what to do.
I am so fucking angry right now, I do NOT want my little cousin in my room to sleep tonight. I really fucking pissed off and I want to be by myself, in my room where I can do whatever the fuck I like.
My emotions are all over the fucking place and I cannot handle it.
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