28thJune2012

I have successfully secured my merit for the course I have been doing for two years at college. I am very proud of myself and am so happy at much I have grown in two years. Throughout all of secondary school I worried about what other people thought of me far too much, and had to deal with bullying while at the school for five years. My confidence has grown a hell of a lot bigger and I accept myself as a decent person now whereas before I felt shitty nearly every day. In my classes at secondary school I had barely any friends, and would be picked on by a good portion of the class, I use to sit there be quiet and not stand up for myself. There's no way I would let something slip at all, I am happier like this, however at times I do get a lot more angry than I should instead of staying calm. I use to be scared every day of what people would think of me, but really now why should I care?! I have changed for the better over the past two years.
As I will be receiving a merit for my course this enables me to do the level 5 course at the college, which was my main focus rather than being a bum until I get hired. I had either this choice or Nottingham Trent Uiversity which only required a pass to get in, however I did not check out the university and now most of the accommodation has now been taken. These are the kind of things I need to improve on, ensuring I get things done on time rather than leaving them to the last minute. I need to get more on track of myself, set myself goals and limits. I take my life for granted far too much, but then again who doesn't.
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