Losing a close one is a hard thing to go through, and a close one of mine has been going through the struggles of this today. He seems to be coping with this very well, and I hope he continues to do so. I will be worrying about him today, but I have faith in him to stay strong and get through it.
This time tomorrow night I will quite possibly be getting high for the very first time, from ecstasy. I don't particularly want to do it however because one of my closest friends who I care about dearly has done it recently, I want to have the feel of it too. I haven't told him about this, or his influences and I don't want to however when I've been drinking this is when I bring out silly statements like this. Wish me well, I won't be coping with it after very well at all I'm sure, and will regret my decisions forever more. I will be talking to the close friend tomorrow in the day sometime hopefully and ask him about his experience with it. Well goodnight now, I better get some sleep for my long day tomorrow.
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