Instead of attempting to get the general stress away from me today, I just forgot about it and instead made it worse by doing so. My coursework won't be getting any longer or harder, however I am giving myself less and less time for it. After yesterday I felt like I just needed to relax and not care about the things going on around me, but of course this couldn't last too long.
I don't actually think me and my dad can go a day without arguing, however I don't blame myself for this at all. If he simply didn't speak to me at all, I would be much happier with my life. He always puts me down and makes me feel shit about myself, and he always has done from many years ago, however he's getting worse. I wish things were different.
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