23rdJune2012

I'm feeling quite lonely at the moment when it comes to my love life, I just want to be with him. I would do nearly anything to have him back, for him to love me like he use to and feel about me the same way I feel towards him. Unfortunately things will never be the same, which upsets me greatly. There have been many times when I've thought things would get better, and we would get back together but of course they haven't and I can't imagine they ever will be. I have never wanted anybody so much in my life, and I don't think I'll love anybody as much as I have and do him. He cares about me, he is here for me and we've kept the friendship which is as much as I should really be asking for, but I can't help but want more. Even though he does stupid things which I hate, he is perfect to me. I just want what we once had.