4thMarch2012

As I stayed up until 4 last night talking to two people on skype [which I am again right now], I woke up at 2.30pm. I had planned with my friend Adam the day before that we would meet up today, so straight away I phoned him as I assumed I would have been awake earlier. It took me an hour to get ready and then we agreed that he would come over my house and we would chill there, it was around 4.10pm when he came over. We sat in my front room talking with the music channels on for a long while, the conversations mostly consisted of talking about his ex girlfriend, Sasha who had only just broken up the day before. I do feel bad for him, because he really did love her even though she was a crazy bitch and no way deserved him! It's very safe to say that all of Adams close friends dislike her, and wish the worst for her. We decided on going to Chris' work until he finished at a community club bar. After that we walked back to his house which was a minute away and his mum dropped us to where his car was which had subs put into it. His business and secondary school friend [where Adam also goes to], Talha was with the car as it was his cousin who made it working. Us for got back into the car and made our way towards KFC so Chris could give lifts to some people and have room in his car, bringing back another person who Adam and I don't know. When they got there around an hour later they got food and we stayed there for a while longer. We then went to an empty car park to properly listen to Chris' speakers, which were pretty epic however did not impress me so much that I would rather be out listening to them rather somewhere in the warm. Chris then decided that was the end of the night and started taking everyone home, going in order of Talha, Freddie, Adam and then lastly me. As Adam got out the car I got out too to give him a hug, as I got back in I told Chris to look at the moon as it looked rather nice, he got stressed with me telling me in a loud voice to close the door, which I did as he was being a prick. Every time I see Chris lately he seems to get pissed off with me for no reason, it really makes me want to just forget about him as he doesn't seem to care much about our friendship much any more. I got home near 10pm, ate dinner and now am sitting here feeling sorry for myself. My parents are going away next month, I'm thinking of having a party and not bothering to invite Chris, Alex or Lean. None of them seem to treat me properly any more, or at all how they should. I know I'm not the perfect friend to any of them, and at times a very horrible one however I do love them, I hope they realise this and remember how close we once use to be.