So last night was an eventful one, and it's left me feeling very hungover today. I haven't done anything today really other than talk to the guy I like! And talk to my Alex, which I love doing, however am very use to this so don't get as excited as I do with the new guy I like. I'm VERY sure I was much more excited to talk to Alex when we first got talking over a couple of years ago!
I enjoy talk to Alex so much, when we're both okay for each other that is. My mood swings have been crazy lately, and Alex just seemed disinterested in talking to me randomly through a conversation we had, so I kinda had a go at him, it resulted in us having a really lovely talk and I feel now that he'll be happy with sending me a message to see how I am rather than not bother to talk to me at all.
I said to Alex earlier 'And really Alex, you know you're my favourite', however he's continuing to tell me that he doesn't believe it. I find it ridiculous how he can even think it's not the truth in the slightest, however I've got to remember I hardly tell him how I feel about him any more and don't get all loved up with him as I use to. Instead I talk to other people about him in a nice way, which helps me feel calmer about the way I feel towards him. Alex is my favourite <3
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