20thMarch2012

There was no involvement of Alex, Chris or Lean today, just some little thoughts of all of them. I quite like a guy called Iain, we've never spoken before, he doesn't know who I am and there's a good chance he's never noticed me before. I wish people were easier to talk to, more confident to talk to others and just more open with each other. I think of America as a happy and open place, a lot of people seem to get along and there's a lot less judging of other people just because of how they look. I'm sure however that America isn't like that at all, and they have just as much problems over there as we do here, the world sucks in its own little way.
I had a visit from an old friend earlier called Jordan, I don't think we've ever been that close, just we grew up around each other in the same flats and all the kids use to come out for the summer and hang around. I moved out of the flats at seven, he is two years younger than me which makes it a little weirder. First of all he didn't tell me he was coming to visit me, secondly I never told him my house number [only my road name] and I'm not too sure how he found out, we haven't talked face to face for a good five years and we have only talked on facebook a couple of times with very short conversations in the past week. It was a bit of a shock seeing him at my front door I must be honest, however it wasn't bad at all spending time with someone. Even if Jordan is a little too into himself, he's still a nice kid and I can see myself getting on with him easily. I think I may be seeing a lot more of him, as he comes across as someone who would keep coming to call for me to see if I'm coming out, he also lives 5 minutes away from me [and my old house]. It's nice to get into contact with your childhood friends, that makes two in less than 6 months! I should be seeing the other one, Nick on Friday as I'm going to see Modestep in Wycombe and we'll be going together with his girlfriend and another one of his friends who I've met before.
I feeling quite sleepy now, I'll be making my way to bed. Goodnight :)