19thMarch2012

I have such a lack of energy lately, but not as in I feel tired and craving for sleep, but more so that I can't be bothered with doing anything. Just every day things which I have been dedicated to for many years such as showering, many days have passed where I haven't even bothered to get out of bed, and they're getting more and more regular. My days seem to be getting longer, and I end up wishing them away every day. This weekend has been terrible as I have done nothing, I wished it away for today however my Monday hasn't been any better than my past two days. I am not happy, I am not good and I don't think I'm even okay. I want all this hurt and pain to go away, but I don't feel that'll be any time soon. Simply helpless </3