23rdMarch2012

Tonight I will be going to see Modestep, which is a dubstep UK artist. The event is on from around 8.30 until 1am the next day, I am planning to be drinking which will also be another factor making me a little tired. I wanted to wake up late today, in hope that I didn't have to spent too much time awake before I've started to get ready for the event, however I woke up at 10am and will start to get ready at around 4-5pm so really this plan has completely failed. I may however have a cat nap lately, but may struggle if it's not dark outside. Being awake this early also leaves me with nothing to do, and time seeming to take longer. I will be cleaning the floor in my room up today along with dusting the whole house as mum left me to do it. She was quite rude about it though, reminding me that I've asked her for a lift tonight and pretty much implying that if I do not dust, she won't give me a lift there. However my friend Lean has now offered me a lift, as she lives close to me and will be going there tonight too, this also means we both have someone to go there with, and we can have a nice talk in the car there. I'm feeling to start drinking at around 6-7pm as I don't want to be completely sober before going in as hopefully this will help with my nerves, however 6 hours of drinking is probably too much for me, depending on what I drink. I want to drink so much that I can be comfortable in what I'm wearing and comfortable with the people around me, but not so drunk that I through up everywhere and cannot stand up properly, this is a very fine line for me and I can't seem to tell when I should stop. I have now had a shower, shaved, moisturised, dried my hair, cut my fringe and now am about to do my face, get dressed and drink some. Lean will be giving just me a lift as Adam will be going to football training. I have high hopes for tonight, wish me luck :)