27thSeptember2012

After just 3 hours of sleep it was safe to say I was going to be tired for the day, although I was a lot less tired than I expected, quite possibly less tired than what I would have been with more hours sleep. All of my college lessons went okay, however I got a little paranoid when it was time to catch the bus. In lunch time I spoke to a guy who I like called Iain, I’ve mentioned him before and I was excited as he was going to the gig that night too. My friend Scott stayed over tonight so we could go to a gig together and get back easily enough; Kids In Glass Houses. The night went okay, however we did end up kissing [from intoxication] and had a conversation about us two getting together, possibly through an open relationship. I didn’t want to say too much about Alex, but he already knew because our friend Rhys stupidly told him. I wasn’t too bothered that he knew, it probably just made it easier to explain everything and why it wouldn’t work out for the two of us. As I was drunk, I was seriously suggesting the idea of an open relationship, which was a big mistake but hey ho, I’m not too bothered. It got to the stage where I wasn’t drunk enough to kiss him again, and I managed to hold my ground no matter how much he begged for it. Scott was definitely taking advantage of me, but again, I’m not too bothered. I phoned Alex that night and discussed our thoughts on an open relationship, I’m not too sure whether he thought I was implying an open relationship between the two of us, or other people. My thought trail applied between Scott and me, but now that I think about it, it could well have applied to Alex and me too. I would share with you Alex’s opinions on open relationships, but sadly I cannot remember, so maybe that conversation will have to come up again. As for the gig, it was fucking amazing! I touched the main singers sweaty hand and had a really good time as it was a gig where everyone tends to do my favourite dance move; jumping. It was loud, wild and drunken, it truly was a good night although I wouldn’t have minded if the whole Scott thing didn’t go on.