I've been having a decently nice conversation on the phone with Alex today, although he was reasonably tired and dead like on the phone. It was only yesterday that I asked if he's doing anything tomorrow, to which he said nothing and now he's got plans and I won't be able to see him. I wanted to see him desperately today and for him to stay over as it would have been our 3 year anniversary on the 5th, but I can only guess that he hasn't remembered nor does he care. It would make me extremely happy if he did ask to see me on Wednesday, but sadly that is very unlikely to happen as it won't process through his mind how much that day means to me or does he ever ask to meet up with me.
After being bummed out for a while, my friend Danielle from secondary school invited me out for dinner which cheered me up greatly as I haven't spent time with her for too long and we got to go to NN as well. It was really nice spending time with her, she's a kind hearted person who's easy to get along with. I must see her again soon, I'll make it my mission!
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