14thSeptember2012

Well I'm absolutely fucking knackered after another early morning and a day at college, even if it ended at 2.30 I still hadn't recovered from yesterday. There's a decent amount to say, especially about a guy called Scott, meeting new people and a phone call with my Alex, however I'll see how well I go with this. Okay so there's Scott, I met him yesterday through the course but he's on the FND, we'll be in a class together for one and a half hours a week and we haven't exactly talked that much, just a reasonable amount for friends to over two days. I'm not too sure what the fuck was really going through his mind, but he asked me out after just two days of knowing each other. Of course I turned him down, but nicely in a way that won't make him hate me or anything. He doesn't really seem to be accepting the rejection, instead saying we may get together when we know each other. He's confident, but not in a cocky way which is very hard to separate at times. I do like him, but he's no Alex. Someone I met today who's on a level two course and I had only been talking to for less than an hour squeezed my bum, I was really shocked and didn't know what to say. I am far too relaxed and should have told him where to go right from the start of the conversation as he is slightly offensive. He's a far too over the top person and I didn't like it at all, I never help myself in these situations at all. Of course I had to mention Alex somewhere properly so here we go. We had a phone call earlier that was lovely, he was in a tired mood which sometimes makes him a bit loved up, so he told me he missed me and wanted me to cuddle up in his bed with him. I miss him ridiculous amounts, fucking hell I wish we would get back together! He said though in our conversation the other day that we wouldn't ever get back together, it sickens me greatly hearing it but I'm never going to stop being hopeful and believe it.