Last nights phone call with Alex went very well right from the beginning to end. We didn't mention that he thought I was seeming as if me talking to him was forced or that I felt like I was equalling it out as it didn't feel like he wanted to talk to me very much. The conversation was relaxed an happy, peace was made and everything is okay between the two of us. It's stupid yet amazing how in just a few seconds Alex can get me from not wanting to talk to him for a few months to then being madly into him again, he has complete power over me. I'm in a mood right now where I want to get back together with him, however I know that opinion will be soon changed as something'll pop up in our relationship as per usual. I do believe I still love Alex, and I will hopefully be telling him this soon. I feel like it's been a really long time since I've told him how I've properly felt. I think I should do it sober though as saying it when I've been drinking isn't the same and it doesn't give it a nice affect. The truth will eventually come out, and eventually the right thing will happen, whether that is us two being together and happy or finding other people and being happy with them instead.
I've been to watch the Paralympics this morning, it was the athletics at 10, which meant that I would have to left the house by 7 which is far too early! It was a very enjoyable day, although I prepared for cold weather not blazing hot weather which could roast you alive. We watched 100 meters and 200 meters sprint, javelin and discus. It was very interesting watching all of these in the Paralympics as they all had special requirements, such as needing silence for completion, running with someone so they know where to run, someone clapping down the running line so they know how close they are until they need to jump in the sand and other things for completely or partially blind people. I liked it very much and think it's wonderful that we have the Paralympics and it gets so much support.
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