I've still been feeling stressed out today. I've got two pieces of coursework to start for this next week, and have only just finished my final piece of coursework in for this week. I haven't started the two for next week yet, as I've been unable to do this week on my coursework 'free' week, but sadly I've had 3 bits of failed work to do for this week. I'd say this is my main reason for being stressed, but it's causing me to be more easily stressed about other things. Such as the fact that I have no time for anything else such as having a social life and getting valuable amounts of sleep. I just don't have time to do anything, and I'm going to end up being so down that I give up although Christmas break is soon, I will be stressed again straight after starting for the term. I've still got to sort out work experience for February as we've got the whole month off to do so.
Things still don't seem okay with Alex. I know it's an extremely little thing to pick up on, but he's only sending me two kisses per text, whereas he use to send three. None, one, or two kisses from him indicate that something's not right. It's only just become a thought that he may be seeing someone, or interested in someone else. This would really break me, and I hope that I'm just being paranoid. I can't imagine Alex would tell me, instead he's wait for me to ask him before he made any moves with her. Alex once tweeted "The concept of love is ridiculous, of course someone's actions and mannerisms is going to affect how you feel about them", after he had heard that Chris and I had sex. I believe I love Alex unconditionally, as no actions of his seem to do any deep impact on me, such as his drug habit.
I WILL get everything sorted, and this Christmas break will be a good one!
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