31st July 2013

I'm not putting any ideas forward about my death happening any time soon, but I would just like to state what I would like clearly. I would like to be buried where my uncle and cousin were buried; in Wooburn Green. I did not know either of them, and I do not feel like they were known well while they were alive, as my cousin died a few months after birth, and my uncle decided to end his life as a teen as he didn't want to spend the rest of his life taking pills which meant he would stay alive. I want to be buried there because I feel I also am not know, I don't know myself, and other people sure don't either. The songs to be played at my funeral are 'Kid Cudi - The Prayer', 'Lebo M - He Lives In You' and 'Ed Sheeran - Kiss Me'. I stand strong with these songs, and this has been decided a long time ago. I don't wish for everybody to stand in front of everyone at my funeral and talk about me (although they are welcome to if they have the strength to), but I would be more than welcoming if they would like to write me a letter and bury it with me. I don't know if my death will be intentional or not, but I would like my close friends and family to know that I love them dearly, and that I forgive them for any hurt that they may have given me. Any animals that I may have must be kept with my mother, as she is a good mother to me and I know that she will take very good care for them. I just hope you're happy that I lived.